Triumph or disaster?
Is it what I feel?
What I’m left with at
the end?
A thing or an emotion?
A subtle sense of
pride
Of besting the beast?
Or the harrowing pain
Of the tear in my
stomach
Leaking more pain than
I ever could handle?
Is it the result?
Or my reaction to the
result?
What if I won Kashmir
but
Lost the election?
Is it universal or
personal?
A zero sum game
I am a hero sometimes.
It is how I sleep at
night.
It can be neither
but actually it is both.
