Clenching till
My molar broke
And puss pour
Still biting down the pain
Of the secrets of yesterday
A peerless phantom
An invisible limp
The line you cross to know me
She shrugged.
A sardonic hmph
Was what my secret amounted to.
Felt relieved & reviled simultaneously somehow!
What now?
Showing posts with label insecurities. Show all posts
Showing posts with label insecurities. Show all posts
Sunday, April 11, 2021
The lines we crossed
Thursday, May 7, 2020
What once was
We
are plagued by memories
By what
once was
Ours
to cherish
But not
cherished.
To collaborate with &
Not compete
against.
To
break a for given bond
Without
any thought given
Absent
mindedly
Like
how dusts of disinterest and distance
Began
to gather over us
Together.
But
we are still friends,
Still
as dead water.
Of
silent tears
Which
were (never) cried.
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Saturday, January 18, 2020
Bottle Tree
Alas!
I am just a glass bottle hanging from a tree,
oscillating in an orbit of pain
to the tune of my circumstances.
My emotions are somewhere sealed
inside that airtight bottle,
I think they are transparent
But ofcourse!
They are actually invisible to the onlooker.
And he asks,
What are you a glass bottle doing
clinging on to a bare tree?
I'm better off with my fellow bottle mates.
But once our paths collide,
Won't we just crash and break
and let loose that noxious subtance
which man calls love and
I call pain?
Written for Sunday muse's picture prompt.
Friday, August 2, 2019
Golden Brown
All
the gloss , glitter and glue
Cannot
photoshop the sheer phobia
Lurking
right beneath her skin
Forming
a palpable layer,
They
attack her
Only
when no one is watching.
She
seems so bold
But
is actually quite brittle
Her
quiet melancholy
She
is indeed a prisoner of her own device
Trapped
in bravado
She
just wants to cry.
Yet
when her man is watching
She
cannot let him see
If
the truth is really exposed
Won’t
he just flee?
Better
to break it off
And
be the bitch
Than
take it off
And
be his bitch.
Of
course it is all very problematic
But
who are we to judge?
We
all mask our frail insecurities
marinate them with worry &
deep
fry it till it becomes golden brown.
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