Sunday, October 21, 2018

Others


Living on the mandate of others
Is basically Life imprisonment
Yet we all bear through it
All Smiles through a gritted teeth.
A rite of passage of course
To come unscathed through the other side
Full of sudden wisdom and cryptic cynicism
Silently afraid to cut these choking umbilical chords
Nourishment and community and all
Convincing ourselves this is what it is
To Be Human,



Taking the place of the Others
Who won and lost
Losing our wonder
And wondering what we lost-
The essence of being ourselves

The hyenas feed on our soul
Only when it is exposed
Keep it intact tightly within you
Guard it like a watchdog
Fundamental rights and all.
Worship it like a temple and
Pray you don’t lose yourself
For the call of others
Whatever may be the cost.




Sunday, October 14, 2018

You Too




I too didn’t
 wanna  get raped
Stalked hunted preyed on
And
Live in a social structure
Where I could do no wrong.

I too wanted to report him
And make him pay
For all the layers
He stripped off me
And made me a sexual object
Only worthy of being attained

I too want to come out clean
After I burn down this building
Of patriarchy and misogyny
Where his silence is valued more than my voice
And my silence is enough to prove his male noise.

I too
I really do
But will you pay my bills
And help me when I’m on pills?
Why will I ask you for justice
When you shame me for asking too late

Truth is
You don’t want me to voice out
And change this system
Where it works just fine for you
How is my accusation worse than his actions?
Because now you have to do something about it now?

So I’m sorry
If it is going to affect your privileged little life
But I am going to climb to the roof of your building
Take my biggest fricking megaphone
And shout YOU TOO*
*you silent enabler of patriarchy
I hope you can hear now*



Thursday, October 4, 2018

A hard day's night


Sometimes
Whatever you touch turns to gold
And people sing your praises
And name their babies after you

But mostly
It is a crap fest
And walk in the dark
A whole lot of ‘learning’ and ‘hardwork’
Without reward or due.

It is very easy to get disheartened
Or a whiny loser
A self-fulfilling prophecy
Which can be avoided
With a bit of grit




Bite your teeth
Get down to work
Not to prove anyone wrong
But prove yourself right


The world openly admires talent
And secretly respects hardwork
Become as good as you think you are
Take these bad days as a boon
Or fool yourself with any b.s
Anything which helps you sleep at night
So that you live to fight and win another day.

Actual experience makes clichés real
And superstition into faith
And a bad day
A good one

Monday, August 27, 2018

Pia Pia



Writing to the tunes of a tamil kuthu song! 



Unleash the pyaar 
When the chest is too tight 
and future not too bright 
why so morose 
when you can write a killer prose

Get in the groove lady 
and do a bam chika bam bam 
dreams can be lost and won 
firstly you need to run 
Smile at the sun
we don't need another nun 
actually we do 
Amen! 


But first go 
nanananana
yah yoo
yipee 
whooo 
MEEE

Found a judgement I was searching for all day , so decided to unleash some silliness :P  

Saturday, August 25, 2018

An ode to the good night




The night gave me his shirt
And solace and comfort
I could stare at his face
All night long
And expose my secrets how

He gifted me solace
From mundane encumbrances
For most part exacerbated by
That cantankerous bitch known as day.

Her piercing eyes
Questioning everything
Intent on making me sweat
You cannot excise the truth mom
Just ask nicely maybe?

Why do you like him more you ask
I can walk his streets
Dark it maybe
Safe to brandish out my scattered self  
And lick the ice cream off my hand

Streets sparse with kindred spirits
Silent whispers
Ready to let me in
On their simmering secrets




Once the sunlight sets in
The clocks get reset
The same souls turn back into harsh humans &
Atone for yesterday’s falter

With my back broken
I limp through the day
And surrender to my dear father
He puts on his twinkling smile
Reserved only for these special nights
And snuggles his daughter
The travails of the day seem far away
If only for these few hours.


"in the street of the sky night walks scattering poems" took this Toad's prompt to heart and the results are for yours to see.